I seriously am on a bad luck streak. Things just keep getting worse. I should just lock myself in my room for a few months so nothing else bad could possibly happen. 

It really sucks that I have to lie and say I’m doing great when you ask how I’ve been. Truth is, I’ve been the complete opposite. I’ve been going through so much the past few months. These have seriously been the toughest months of my life and you’re the one person I wish I could turn to. I just wish everything would go back to normal. If I could go back a year and do it all over again I would. Last year was the best year of my life without a doubt. I know everything happens for a reason, but I can’t help but feel if I did things just a little differently in my past I wouldn’t have to miss you everyday.